Will help me fight my race?

They say I have cancer and other serious incurable diseases. They say i have Glioma (type of tumor, brain tumor) and other serious incurable diseases.... I don’t feel sick. I don’t look sick. But apparently I am sick. I am now beginning to wage war on an enemy that I cannot see. It is a ravaging enemy, & I will remember at all times that I am at war. I can cry, but I must remember this is an enemy that will take no prisoner if given the option. I must gather up all the ammunition I can carry & fight with zeal. I know that all of my tomorrows have changed because of this enemy. That doesn’t mean I have no tomorrows, only that they will be different. I am now a part of a new sorority/fraternity. I have a common bond with others who have gone before me, & those who will come behind me. The only thing i want is no pain... Maybe i ask a lot for this life but this is my life so i want one day, at least only one day... to feel like what is the human being without pain... That is my dream...

Will help me fight my race?